I’m oficially single. I left him at 2:34am, to be exact.
It’s such a weird feeling, after over a year of being with someone for every day and planning out the whole 2013 next to them. After changing your life around for them (something I now see was a mistake), and making them your whole world.
I was such a fool.
I know I am single, obviously. I also know I had EVERY RIGHT to leave him. But somehow, my heart is still clinging to the fact of what we had, and of what could have happened. I feel weird even speaking to my guy friends (Because, yeah, e-world, He made me get away from everyyyyyyyoneeeeee) and i even felt weird when my guy friend of over 5 years asked me to Skype with him. This is so weird for me. I had to stop him when he started trashing him. I had to push myself to reply. I dont wanna talk to my guy friends or guys at all.
I feel guilty.
I dont think this is normal.