It’s been enough. I am numb.

I never thought I would be able to get to this point while having someone I love, but I have. It’s sad, and cold, and refreshing, and somehow cool in here, because nothing hurts anymore, or matters anymore, or itches or aches anymore. Nothing.

I used to think that when -If- I ever went numb again I would be this bitter, sad, grumpy person all the time who would not enjoy anything or anyone in life. I thought I’d cry, and cry, and cry my whole days and nights. It’s so obvious we normal human beings truly don’t know a thing.

I don’t know what to write anymore.. I’m freshly-numbed, after all. 

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